OK…so you’ve done it all. You took care of so many people, done so much for so many. Fine, so devote your time now to your own causes starting with YOU.
But, get up off your doff and do something. Volunteer. Get involved in the community. Join a book club. Become a community activist. Get involved.
There are so many people that just coast through the days, watching TV, sitting around. Nothing wrong with that in of itself but if that’s all you do given fairly good health, reasonable energy level and acceptable capabilities, then you’re missing the boat or your boat is sinking.
You might as well leave this site because I am not supportive or a proponent of apathy, lethargy, and indifference.